So probably the reason why I drink so much and tend to destroy myself often each night is because otherwise I don’t feel much.
Creating games is nice and it touches people but it doesn’t do or make you feel as much as a artist that performs. Because of that, the only passion I get or can feel right now is by consuming large amounts of alcohol.
I honestly feel like nothing I have done so far has enough meaning or touched enough people. That’s why I’m really making these next 2 games to come out really soon to have as interesting story possible.
But still even if I do anything amazing, I still feel like there is something burning inside of me that needs to get out, and in order to put it out I need to drink. Because it burns inside of me, I don’t know what it is, but it is the desire to do more.
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